You would never guess all the craziness.
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I don't know where to start. I want to laugh or cry or something, but there's not a lot to do. SO! Anyway, tomorrow we're moving into our apartment. I saw my school from the outside today; it's not so great. I'm not overjoyed in my granbparents house...and I want to see my boyo's Japanese2 notes! I know this is unorganized, I'm just writing this because I'm on a computer. What do I do? I got the chance I begged life for, and now I'm almost wishing to go back. Everything moves forward with or without me. I want a better goodbye. Maybe another good laugh. or cry. So. Tell me. If I could run to any corner, which would I run to. A place with happy faces, or welcoming thoughts, or open arms? A place to be anonomous, a place with no one who knows? Somewhere to hide. Only two years. I have a calendar, now. I'll count down the days. In books, in memories. Sou!! What I wanted was to cut my ties and not gain any, but my boyo of course makes this impossible. He won't let me cut them, I can't do aything with him, and I don't know what the future holds. I'm not tired, and i want go hug my boyo, but I can't be in the same room with him right now. I would be upset, but I'm not. Am I selfish to talk about me so much?? I was to complain about my boyo, but he's so patient. AND. NOW. I'm lazy....i'll be back later'

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